A Little Goes A Long Way
Mark 12:38-44
I Kings 17:8-16
Our readings today concern two widows. Both stories are about how a little can go a
long way. But I want to focus our
attention on the Old Testament story about the widow’s dealings with Elijah.
Elijah was a prophet of Israel – the northern Kingdom –
during the reign of King Ahab in the 9th century BC. God’s people had settled in the promised
land, but they were prone to the worship of other gods. They parceled out some of their loyalty to
the various gods of their neighbors and built shrines to these competitor
gods. And prophets like Elijah were
attempting to call the people back to faithfulness to the true God who had
delivered them from Egypt.
The other feature of the story is famine. God had caused a famine by withholding rain
from the land. And so food was in short
supply and the agricultural economy was in trouble.
So it’s a time of divided loyalties, an economic collapse,
low morale, and starvation. That’s when
God sends Elijah the prophet to a widow from Zarephath.
This widow has run out of hope. She and her young son are about to die. The language she uses to describe her
situation emphasize that time has run out for her.
When asked by Elijah for a little bread and water, she
responds that there’s nothing baked in her house. There’s only a “handful” of meal in a jar;
only a “little” oil in a jug. And she’s
gathering a “couple” of sticks in order to make a paltry little fire so that
she can prepare one last meager meal before she and her son die of starvation.
Like all stories in the Bible, this one won’t do you any
good unless you can find your way into it.
These stories are like large houses.
You can’t benefit from them if you just wander around the outside
observing them. You have to open the
door and go in. You have to open cabinet
doors and peek in closets.
The widow’s language suggests that her imagination has been
worn out. She is done hoping for better
days. She has admitted defeat. Her situation is dire, so we can’t blame
her. Perhaps we can even identify with
her.
Sometimes we use up our resources. Sometimes it feels like there’s nothing
left. Sometimes others ask us for help
and we respond that we have nothing to give.
When we focus on the scarcity of our resources, we can begin
to despair. Whether our problem is
scarcity of food, or affection, or good work, friendship, or time, or energy,
or something else. That scarcity has a
way of dominating our imagination and strangling our hope.
The problem for the widow is NOT that she was a
complainer. She and her son were about
to die. I think we can understand her
pessimism. The problem was that she
hadn’t fully awakened to a surprising encounter with the living God. She hadn’t yet understood how God would
provide for her and for her family.
The story highlights how difficult it can be for us to live
with God. Because sometimes the
continual call for sacrifice, for generosity, for giving and serving and
sharing – sometimes this can feel like an unbearable burden. It’s easy for us to get out of balance. When we ignore our limits we can experience
“burnout.” And this can result in anger,
depression, or withdrawal. It can also
create enormous guilt that leads some people to quit the church altogether,
tired of always feeling like what they give is never enough.
This heart-breaking story also has its funny parts. When Elijah gets to Zarephath he sees the
widow gathering sticks. Already our
hearts go out to this poor woman. And we
are a little jarred by the demand Elijah makes, “Bring me a little water so
that I may have a drink.” Now it’s true
that hospitality was important in ancient cultures. But Elijah appears a little entitled here. If I were the widow, I would have looked him
up and down, then said, “You’ve got two legs, go get yourself a drink of
water!”
Without a word of response, the poor, starving widow
interrupts her preparation for her final meal with her son by walking away to
bring him a drink. And what Elijah
hollers after her is not, “Thanks very much.
I really appreciate this!” No, he
hollers, “Oh, and also, I’m pretty hungry.
So grab me a loaf of bread while you’re at it.”
When she explains her scarce resources, you would think
Elijah would back-pedal, apologizing for inconveniencing the poor woman. But he doesn’t. He just becomes more demanding. “Well, if you only have a little meal and
oil, would you make my little bread cake first, and bring it to me. Then after that you can see about making
something for yourself and your starving boy.”
Wow, this guy’s got a lot of nerve!
But the woman did what Elijah asked of her. And she did it because of the promise he made
to her. He promised her that neither the
jar of meal nor the jug of oil would run out until the day God sends rain on
the land.
Notice that Elijah did not do for her what we want him to
do. He did not fill her pantry with ten
large sacks of meal. He didn’t stock her
cupboards with twenty jars of oil. That
might have put her at ease. It would
have relieved her and given her some peace.
No, he only promised her that she could use what she had each day, and
then tomorrow, God would provide enough for that day. And she’d have to learn to live in trust. She’d have to learn to live with daily bread. There are only two ways to live, this story
suggests: either we practice idolatry by seeking to secure our futures, or we
live in simple, daily trust in God to provide.
Of course we want comfortable savings accounts. Retirement accounts that can put us at ease. Of course we want plenty of food in our kitchens. For heaven’s sake, Stephanie and I spent $400
at Costco last week! Of course we want
plenty of sleep. We want job
security. We want to feel emotionally
stable and healthy. We want all our body
parts to work and to be free of aches and pains. We would like to have time and energy to
spare each day. We want to stockpile
everything. We want to be awash in
reserves. We mistakenly imagine that
this kind of abundance will fix our worries and calm our fears.
But it won’t. It
never has. God does not promise us
freedom from worry and anxiety. God
promises us that there will be enough for each day. God teaches us to trust and give and share
and love every day, without knowing for sure whether there will be enough for
tomorrow. In fact, we are to learn to
pray for daily bread. To ask for enough
for today, and to leave tomorrow to itself.
What we keep, with hold, hoard and stockpile will likely
rot. But what we give away and share
will somehow fill back up tomorrow.
Because God will make your little go a long way. Amen.
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